The Signal & The Garden

“White noise” causes pain and confusion for the brain.

It’s Always On

Before the TG nerve blew up, the brain was receiving “white noise” signals from multiple places.

These “white noise” signals continually flow to the brain for as long as a bypass is used by the electricity. For some people with a dead spot in a high traffic area, this can be 24/7. 

A cluster brain is in constant confusion trying to “see the picture”. It is constantly burning energy trying to “figure out” the pattern. It wants to understand the signal, only it can’t. This loop triggers a pain response.

White Noise
Can you interpret the signal?

You may hear it as ringing in your ears, pain in your jaw, shadows in your eyesight or a constant smell in your nose. You may have repetitive dreams, thoughts, actions. This is the signal and it is detrimental to your mental health because it harms your garden.

The Garden

Your brain has a garden of dopamine receptors. This garden is what allows you to feel pleasure. Sex, alcohol, winning something, enjoying the love of another, these “pleasures” take place because of chemicals in the garden.

When you are in pain you are hurting your garden. When you are sick, smoking, drinking, doing many ordinary things, you are hurting your garden.

Your garden wants to live a healthy life. No refined chemicals like pharmaceutical drugs. These high concentrates are unatural and scorch your garden so badly, it can’t grow back right away. 

The garden takes a short time to recover from some things and much, much longer to recover from refined chemicals, major toxins.

Brain and Neuron
The garden is where positive response feelings are triggered.

We are constantly hurting our garden and then having it grow back. For many normal people, living a balanced life, the damage they do during the day is fixed by their sleep at night. They are always at 100% and what we would call naturally happy people.

For other people, they may start drinking early, have cigarettes and then do a line of cocaine at night with some wine. This is a lot of damage with a long time for the garden to heal back.  They would be what we would call moody,  iritable or crazy. 

How long does it take to grow your garden back to healthy?

  • A drinking binge, maybe a day or two.
  • Smoking cigarettes maybe a week.
  • Everyday stress, hopefully a night, but can add up over time!
  • Taking some anti-depressants probably 2-3 months.
  • After a cluster cycle, somewhere between 7-14 weeks.

Why is this important?

When your garden is dirty, you will not be capable of experiencing happiness like you have in the past. This will make you feel depressed.

Perhaps your garden is 30% dirty from a stressful job and marriage and a few drinks every night. Maybe you are just maintaining at 70% clean, this is a noteable effect and you will be depressed or feel like you are always “going thru the motions” for nothing. 

Now perhaps your garden is scorced from weeks or months of triptan or opiode or some other refined chemical use. Your garden is dirty and constantly broken because everytime it tries to heal, the chemicals you continue to take are scorching it again and again.

Until finally, you cannot experience any happiness at all. You are frustrated from the pills and doctor visits not working. You are angry from the constant pain. You want to go off on someone, but the reality is that after you do, you still have this pain inside your head.

Many become depressed and feel like no one understands.

A scorched garden that is not growing back or very slow to heal is the reason why people with head injuries hurt others and commit suicide. 

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